turn into

i know what i know

this is so frustrating

finally spoke to my parents

about the one thought that kept me awake at night

i want to do another masters programme

6 months ago 

i would have immediately called myself crazy

but i have my reasons for embracing such a hope

i do not expect my parents to approve of it

(and obviously they didn't)

but i just gave up when they said no.

Then Romain stated something so simple that made me think.

i came all the way here to "experience" something different

but really i am still the same

good or bad

i still do not know.

this is beyond the unsatisfied education i am receiving

this is beyond needs and wants

i need God

i need passion

i need a life worth living for

i guess i have always lived my life revolving around humans

(myself included)

yes. 

i need You so much closer.

experimented with cheese and blueberry flapjacks

bizarre combination that i enjoyed

this tree is a beauty

trip to Hadrian's wall

12 mile hike 

God is good.

witnessed a double rainbow

worth every ounce of rain, pain and cold.