hard to be soft, tough to be tender

i need to get it back. 

loving metric's help i'm alive.

yes. 

i am breathing.

but that is about it. 

i need help. 

slow

i know i am a little slow.

but i've only just seen the music video

for gotye's "somebody that i used to know"

enjoy!

soaked

Sorrow drips into your heart 

through a pinhole.

Just like a faucet that leaks 

and there is comfort in the sound

moment

i have to blog about this. 

it was probably one the best moments of my life. 

4th june 2012

Emirates Stadium, London

wrist bands

a few hours before coldplay comes on.

(entertained by Rita Ora and Robyn)

preparing the stage just before coldplay comes on!

mylo xyloto

hurts like heaven

charlie brown

flickering lights

next time, i'd get the standing tickets.

odd ball

in the blackest of rooms

i will follow you into the dark - death cab for cutie

might surprise you

i think this cover of 

"somebody that i used to know"

is brilliant!

hold on

attempts to actually know what i am listening to.

And I'm waiting for the day
I know you've got your part
And I'm waiting for the day
I know you'll have the heart

And I'm hoping that you'll say
That you loved me all this time
But it turns out just the same
And you break apart the things I had

Hold on, what did you say that for?
Hold on, what did you say that for?
Hold on, what do you take me for?
Hold on, what do you take me for?

And I'm waiting for the day
Inside my mother's clothing store
And I'm waiting for the day
What am I waiting for?

Hold on, what did you say that for?
Hold on, what did you say that for?
Hold on, what do you take me for?
Hold on, what did you say that for?

safe and sound

information is not efficient.

book that was unheard off

opinions exactly similar to my sister

i like

I remember tears streaming down your face
When I said, "I'll never let you go"
When all those shadows almost killed your light
I remember you said, "Don't leave me here alone"
But all that's dead and gone and passed tonight

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Don't you dare look out your window darling
Everything's on fire
The war outside our door keeps raging on
Hold onto this lullaby
Even when the music's gone
Gone

Just close your eyes
The sun is going down
You'll be alright
No one can hurt you now
Come morning light
You and I'll be safe and sound

Just close your eyes
You'll be alright
Come morning light,
You and I'll be safe and sound. . .

PLUCK!

i have never derived so much utility in a single night
sounds really warped but it is true!
went to watch pluck with shijun

FOR THE 1000000000TH TIME!
THANK YOU FOR ASKING ME
TO WATCH PLUCK WITH YOU!

interval! (:
snap some shots and make his sisters jealous

with the awesome trio!
kit, brooke and flora!
<3<3<3



i was one mad happy girl
bought their cd and had their autographs! ((:

ain't gonna let the love for music die.
(telling myself that)

worth sharing

can't say that i am an anime freak
but i really do enjoy those that i read and watch

one piece
card captor sakura
claymore
naruto
full metal alchemist brotherhood

a recent new found love is broken blade (aka break blade)

strange steps

No Longer No Longer
What You Ask
Strange Steps
Heels Turned Black
The cinders the cinders
They light the path
Of these strange steps
Take us back take us back

Flow sweetly hang heavy
You suddenly complete me
You suddenly complete me
Flow sweetly hang heavy
You suddenly complete me
You suddenly complete me

Oh oh aaayyy
Oh oh ayyee
Hysteric
Oh oh aaayyy
Oh oh ayeee
Hysterical

No wonder no wonder
Other half
Strange steps
Heels turned black
The cinders they splinter
And light the path
These strange steps
Trace us back trace us back

Flow sweetly hang heavy
You suddenly complete me
You suddenly complete me
Flow sweetly hang heavy
You suddenly complete me
You suddenly complete me

Hysteric
Hysteric
Hysteric
Hysteric
Hysteric
Hysterical.

i speak because i need

samson - regina spektor


You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the sheets of paper lies my truth
I have to go, I have to go
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonder bread
And went right back to bed

And the history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us
And the bible didn't mention us
Not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first, I loved you first
Beneath the stars came falling on our heads
But they're just old light, they're just old light
Your hair was long when we first met

Samson came to my bed
Told me that my hair was red
Told me I was beautiful and
Came into my bed

Oh I cut his hair myself one night
A pair of dull scissors in the yellow light
And he told me that I'd done alright
And kissed me till the morning light
The morning light
And kissed me till the morning light

Samson went back to bed
Not much hair left on his head
Ate a slice of wonder bread
And went right back to bed

Oh we couldn't bring the columns down
Yeah we couldn't destroy a single one
And the history books forgot about us
And the bible didn't mention us
Not even once

You are my sweetest downfall
I loved you first

bundle of joy

visually delicious
pleasing to the senses

1234 - fiest

One, two, three, four
Tell me that you love me more
Sleepless long nights
That is what my youth was for

Old teenage hopes are alive at your door
Left you with nothing but they want some more

Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, You know who you are

Sweetheart bitterheart now I can't tell you apart
Cosy and cold, put the horse before the cart

Those teenage hopes who have tears in their eyes
Too scared to own up to one little lie

Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are

One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then
One, two, three, four, five, six, nine, or ten
Money can't buy you back the love that you had then

Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are
Oh, you're changing your heart
Oh, you know who you are
Oh, who you are

For the teenage boys
They're breaking your heart
For the teenage boys
They're breaking your heart

explosion of colours
quirky dance moves
a catchy tune
<3

hello world
this is the day the Lord has made

beloved

i dont think anyone can ever fully understand.
but i think my experience in band was God given.

trip back to swiss was an awesome one.
awesome one indeed.
<3

mr chew
the man who works the "magic"
(pure hardwork and sacrifice)



massive clean up of files!
boy was i glad i aint the librarian
at this point in time!
:p



with my dearest chuan xueting!



MY INSTRUMENT!
gosh.
it is considered junk now.
no longer as shiny as before.
i still love it anyway.
(:





with our beloved and long lost instruments.
i'll admit we forgot how to play.
:/
bummer-
i can't even play blue shades.


at least allied honor was not forgotten!







thank you dearest xueting!
for making this trip back together.
<3

i liked it in the bandroom.
the split lip and bump on the finger
were totally worth it.


those were really happier younger days.
<3


at least i was once passionate about something
makes me wanna do it all over again.
(:
even collecting scores from dustbins
and all the "yes sir" and " sorry sir"
were epic moments that i love.

oh.
lovely 2010

more than just a song

lovers in japan - coldplay


Lovers, keep on the road you're on
Runners, until the race is run
Soldiers, you've got to soldier on
Sometimes even right is wrong

They are turning my head out
To see what I'm all about
Keeping my head down
To see what it feels like now
But I have no doubt
One day, we are gonna get out

Tonight maybe we're gonna run
Dreaming of the Osaka sun
Ohh ohh...
Dreaming of when the morning comes

They are turning my head out
To see what I'm all about
Keeping my head down
To see what it feels like now
But I have no doubt
One day the sun will come out

soak it all up

trouble sleeping

i was reminded. . .

you and me
across and facing each other

we laid on the cold wooden floor
and i loved how we laughed

being silly at a game
while loving a song

lovers in japan

i love you corlissa

you know i love you so

i love old anime movies.
and now i love joe hisaishi

beautiful
<3

i dont think i can ever fully comprehend
the derivation of utility
(:

your love is gonna drown

Marching Bands Of Manhattan

If I could open my arms
And span the length of the isle of Manhattan,
I'd bring it to where you are
Making a lake of the East River and Hudson
If I could open my mouth
Wide enough for a marching band to march out
They would make your name sing
And bend through alleys and bounce off all the buildings.

I wish we could open our eyes
To see in all directions at the same time
Oh what a beautiful view
If you were never aware of what was around you
And it is true what you said
That I live like a hermit in my own head
But when the sun shines again
I'll pull the curtains and blinds to let the light in.

Sorrow drips into your heart through a pinhole
Just like a faucet that leaks and there is comfort in the sound
But while you debate half empty or half full
It slowly rises, your love is gonna drown

just as real

happy 2010.


i must type that.
no specific reason really.


maps by yeah yeah yeahs





zero by yeah yeah yeahs





i love them.
(:

ancient

woohoo!
i had to scroll to locate blogger.com
:/
(thus the title)


i don't like to blog when i don't have the pics.
):
guess it's time to be the photographer!
but. . .
i'll need a DECENT digicam first.
(:
psst.
i've got 2 inferior ones at home. . .


think my body is at it's limit.
hahah-

where has jane gone?

shifting knees and ulcer covered throat.
poot-
not feeling too pumped up to train for stand chart.
):
and i need help/advise/guidance/inspiration
from my ultra cool/hard to define/one-of-a-kind sport science sister!

still.
He is the reason.
(:

mummy seems to adore chong.
even asked if he likes ed hardy!
O:


hello. . .
since when did mummy asked if i wanted anything from ed hardy!


everything is repeating itself.
(just like the orange adidas watch)


at least getting to hear "my kinda songs" on the radio
puts a huge smile on my face.
(:


"zero" by yeah yeah yeahs was one.
(:
but i can't show the vid.
here's the link : http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TGxBTsmuRIk


this is "almost lover" by a fine frenzy

<3
look at the motive
not just the actions