in loving memory

the very thought of this entry brings tears to my eyes.

Mrs Constance Chew

you fought well.

amazingly brave.

a dedicated and submissive wife.

loving and nurturing. 

R.I.P

i take comfort in knowing it was a peaceful passing

and i am delighted that you are with God.

still-

greatly missed and adored

picture of us with the power pack couple

during the christmas celebration at 

Mr and Mrs Chew's humble little home.

i remembered Mrs Chew prepared so much food.

and mind you, there were at least 20 hungry kids in that place.

a period of grief.

death is never a nice issue to deal with.

I pray that Mr Chew will be able to manage.

i have known his to be a serious man

but he had no reservations when expressing

his love for Mrs Chew.

"My dearly beloved wife, the love of my life and pillar of support, Constance Beck Gek Im,returned home to Jesus on Monday 19th March 2012 at 6.12 pm after a valiant and painful fight with cancer over a period of 4 years. How I miss her - she was everything to me, she looked after all my needs, cared for me when others did not, and was the love and joy of my life. She was so brave, taking everything in her stride, never complaining, especially when the operation was demanding or the chemotherapy caused bouts of nausea, low blood cell count and hospitalization. Wake is at St Theresa's Church parlor, Kampong Bahru from Tuesday 20th March to Thursday 22nd March. Funeral arrangements will be announced later. RIP my dearest darling. I love you ever so dearly and no one can ever fill that void in my life."

God. . . 

beloved

i dont think anyone can ever fully understand.
but i think my experience in band was God given.

trip back to swiss was an awesome one.
awesome one indeed.
<3

mr chew
the man who works the "magic"
(pure hardwork and sacrifice)



massive clean up of files!
boy was i glad i aint the librarian
at this point in time!
:p



with my dearest chuan xueting!



MY INSTRUMENT!
gosh.
it is considered junk now.
no longer as shiny as before.
i still love it anyway.
(:





with our beloved and long lost instruments.
i'll admit we forgot how to play.
:/
bummer-
i can't even play blue shades.


at least allied honor was not forgotten!







thank you dearest xueting!
for making this trip back together.
<3

i liked it in the bandroom.
the split lip and bump on the finger
were totally worth it.


those were really happier younger days.
<3


at least i was once passionate about something
makes me wanna do it all over again.
(:
even collecting scores from dustbins
and all the "yes sir" and " sorry sir"
were epic moments that i love.

oh.
lovely 2010