happiness

for auld lang syne

i could not end the year without giving thanks.

i do not deny that this was the most foolish year.

a largely wasted year.

and to think i had so much hope and anticipation

for what it had installed for me.

my wrongs are affecting my dreams

altering the course of my life

time to face the problems

and no more escapism mentality i pray

nobody said it was easy. 

but i take great comfort in knowing 

that He is with me.

verse to remind myself. 

i say i love you.

time to mean those words

durham. 

a lovely place that is a huge part of me now.

no more wasting

just pure hard work

and i know i will be truly happy. 

happy new year's eve!