Monday, January 30, 2012

losing control

i am gaining so much weight
bad excessive weight

bear in mind that my goal was the past few years 
was to gain approximately 5 kg.
yet i have always failed to accomplish that. 
instead my weight fluctuates between 45-50kg

last measured
i weigh 58kg
currently size 10-12

yes. 
it sounds normal
it sounds healthy 

but reality is that
it is nothing but a massive load of 
unhealthy weight gain

and yes i am very upset about it
i believe that the one thing that 
i can have full control of is myself

enough said

with my foot injured 
running and climbing is out of the option
i have been increasing my healthy food intake
but so has my unhealthy food consumption

note to self :
love yourself
love your body

i will 
i must 
not let this get out of hand

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