thrown off course again

this morning was unpleasant.


received a call that said the ATP was cancelled.
my heart sank.
yes, i am depressed.

you have no idea how badly i want it.

but something small and random did cheer me up.
(:
an email from cleo!
i won a loreal hamper! (:
hee.

Praise God that i enjoy cheap thrills!

my debut FOTD
(face of the day)







vichy normateint anti-imperfection foundation in ivory
canmake cover and stretch concealer UV in shade 03
elf beauty encyclopedia - everyday eye edition (champagne)
elf beauty encyclopedia - lip edition (pale pink)

forgive me.
but i was actually unwell thus looking rather odd.
:/
chong was duper nice to come fetch me after his work
and drove all the way to adam's food court for prawn mee!
not forgetting my Mc flurry and a ride to KAP's drive thru.
:D


on a side note.
images that i will enjoy till the end of the year.
(:


loving my jetoy diary even till this day.
<3
the whooping 40 bucks were worth it!
thank God it's cheaper these days. (:



the page i'm gonna use tmr.
coincidently, it describes the recent me.
(:





how can you say no to jetoy?

indeed a world of maddness

Dear Ng Shi Ying Raisa 060268147

Considering your circumstances (you were granted an attempt not to count for unit 20 this year) you will be exceptionally permitted to sit unit 142 alongside its pre-requisite unit 20 at the next exam session.

Kind regards

Maria Isola ◊ Student Assessment ◊ University of London External System ◊

Ground Floor ◊Stewart House ◊ 32 Russell Square ◊London ◊WC1B 5DN ◊

above is the email from london.
(:

AHHHHH!

in times like these.
how i wish my sisters could be around.
just to be there to scream cry and go crazy with me.

God is so good!
this nobody can deny!

made my selection of units 5 days ago.
and QF wasnt one of them.


since i made the decision to stick to BSs economics and Finance
it meant another year for QF alone.


but God came true!
He heard my prayers.
((:
<3

all a coincidence you may say.
but how do you explain the peace i felt.


what seemed so impossible became possible.
SIM sure slammed me ultra many times with
" NO! you cannot take QF if you failed a prerequiste! "


all glory to God.
(:

out one day
walking one day
out one day
with You
hallelujah!

praise God.
that's all i have to say for now.
:D

[ beauty in the breakdown ]

God put a smile on my face

results are out.



elements of econometrics : 32 failed (attempt not to count)
principles of accounting : 72
macroeconomics : 62
microeconomics : 51

first thoughts in my mind?


" ARGHH. . . ANOTHER YEAR WITH EOE! "



sorry.
i ain't perfect to go praising God immediately.
but it did kick in after a few seconds.
(:


PRAISE GOD.


for?
oh my.
a whole bunch of things.


for that horrid POA paper that started 45 mins late yet my brain worked.
for my NPV table which was obviously wrong yet i could get my first class score.
(:


for being able to do the macro paper.
62 is decent enough for me.
(:


for the mirco paper that i spent half an hour deciding which question to do.
thou all that i studied for didnt came out
and i attempted a question that i knew nuts about
God is still good coz a 51 is way above what i've expected.


also for EOE.
coz i was sick and now that examination attempt isn't counted!
(:




well.
chong says today is hullabaloo day.



we will move on from this tragic patch.
still.
i pray i dont need a fourth year.
:/