sacrifice of praise

all i want to say
is that it is a horrid day.


studying for GMAT is worse
than studying for o'levels


i feel so stupid.


so here i am.
telling myself that
God is good.


hmmm.
i do believe it.


unwavering faith
that is required


i know quitting is the easy way out
and it is duper tempting


just let me jump of a building an die.


shoot.
how depressing this has become.


indeed the tongue and mind
needs to be sanctified


note to self:

do not complain
do not whine

smile
know that it will be over
know that He will make a way


i miss the entire world
right now

yet
i just want to be alone