pushed to the edge

i have reached a point where i cannot be bothered anymore.


maybe i do.
but not as much.

HELP!
i need God to get out of this mess i'm in.
):

i want to run
i want to play
i want to go places i've never gone before.

dont worry mother.
her wish is that i dont marry a malay.
(i cant promise but i'll try)


dont ask me why she had that thought.


funny i don't like the limelight.
i like being behind the scenes.


it's safe yet exciting in there.
just like under God's wings.
(: