loads of rubbish.

[ special - garbage ]

ello!!

yes.

i'm here to revive my blog.

((:

no pictures for now.

coz i cant find my digicam.

xp

seriously.

i'm here to rant.

and the content below is really not important.

the big question is. . .

" how's the A's "

i refuse to answer that.

different from the O's

hell load of difference.

i had all the help i need

and all the encouragement i could get.

but i went through it alone.

nivle.

my desired grades?

C C B

but after that countless number of

FREAKINGLY STUPID HYPER SPASTICATED IDIOTIC

careless mistakes.

i really felt like crap.

i dont want to let my teachers down.

:(

the long hours mr chai spent with us.

the sweet smsES from miss goh.

x(

i dont feel the joy or thrill.

not at all.

yes, it is that bad.

and i'm trying not to worry.

i cant do it on my own.

i didnt do my best.

and i dont deserve that shopping spree at skin.

what if all the questions were so familiar to you.

and you know getting A A A isnt that hard.

yet.

you dont achieve it.

frustrated as i may be.

i choose to let it go.

i will choose my future.

and i will visualise it.

help me for i am weak.

but with You.

i am strong.

[ in you head ]