living in the past.

[ nothing better - postal service ]

dinner with members can be fun.

yet.

i think i need some time alone.

(at least for now)

until now.

i still miss tiger so so much.

tiger died on thursday, 19th of oct 2006.

it was difficult for me.

my mum and i bought it on impulse.

(on thursday, 14th sept 2006)

((:

heh-

crazy but real fun!

tiger and lily is what we called em.

so small and delicate.

i held you like a feather.

sleeping was tiger's favourite past time.

even on my bed with the air con on.

sleeping upright.

they were meant to live to an ripe old age.

but tiger stop eating.

still alert but weak.

trip to the vet.

last time with you best pal.

waiting patiently.

being able to watch it rub it eyes to live another day.

the last morning.

the last look.

and then.

BYE.

tiger resembled so much like angle.

well.

at least i still have. . .

shy little lily.

((:

[ i will cry till i bleed myself dry ]