fragile

[ bittersweet symphony - the verve ]

it has been a long time.

a really long time.

the heart aches.

the fear.

" when sadness fills your heart "

tiger left.

):

just like that.

he left.

too emotionally attached.

(i know-)

the cab rides.

and visit to the vet.

it's worth it alright.

thank you dajie.

for being there.

lily-

love me the way tiger did.

please.

no more.

kissing you goodnite

watching you sleep

distributing food evenly

force feeding

multi-vitamins smell.

the end was the hardest.

i saw your neck " flop "

just. . .

too much for me to contain.

thank you huisi.

thank you corlii.

thank you may.

((:

i'd like to be left alone.

[ try sleeping with the lights on ]