i hate you. (for now)

[ amputations - death cab for cutie ]

ahhhhh-

what is wrong with my mum ?!?!

talk about trust huh. x(

first she comes barging in and then stares at the com.

next she wants me to read out and explain to her every single conversation that i had with my frens.

and when i told her i was talking to mr low.

she didnt believe !!

s*** you.

think it might have ended.

no way. .

she then started looking through all the photos in my friendster.

and critise everyone who was beside me.

and when she came across the photo of me and choonhua.

she went insane.

bloody hell.

what in the world is going on ?!?!

suddenly she thinks i'm attached again !!

what does she want me to do ?!

tell her that a very tiny part of me still cant forget bout elvin ?!

sheesh. . .

these things take time !!

and why cant she believe that i do not like anybody for now ??

and i do not want to be attached !!

this is driving me nuts !!

i love my mum very much.

but what she made me go through a while ago really pissed me off.

how about some privacy.

no i am not hiding anything from you.

what is there to hide ??

it's not like i'm living a life of darkness.

arghh-

i hate you.

for this very moment.

anger got the better of me.

still-

this is no way to build trust.

huiz.

i notice we both get down at the same times.

sighhh-

i miss you.

[ fake frowns - death cab for cutie ]