complicated

[ army of me - bjork ]

ahhhh-
was typing an entry the other day when my com crashed again. * growl * this so so frustrating !! x(
here's what i've been up to. . .
service was great great great !! :D
met guojie and went to tiong bahru plaza for dinner !! i never knew it existed. haha. (huiz. let's go there someday !!)
rotted and wasted my whole sunday away.
chinese common test on monday. * shakes head *
watched charlie with my class at jp.
ate anderson ice cream !! * fattening * xp

well.
common tests are over !!
whee- ((:
but my wonderful civics tutor miss aw had to remind us that our promos are 2 months away. plus we've got out EOM and WR to do. plus recap of 1st three months work etc etc. * tsk tsk * talk bout stress huh. oh well. i musnt slack !! otherwise i'll nv study again !!
sighhh-

the past week has been rather hectic.
now i kinda detest msn. it started coz of boonhwee nahx. he suddenly came chatting with me. at first i was glad coz it felt like the good old orientation period. den he suddenly ask whether i could be his girlfren. * sheesh * think it was some joke or something.
argh-
it just felt wierd nahx. nothing seems to be the same again. den there was yong ning (my favourite sm2 scholar). he is in NUS now. den he told me he dreamt i was his girlfren ?!?! wad ever nahx. the next thing i know he asked me to be his girlfren.
oh my-
how much crap can you withstand for a day ?! and to think that i hardly speak to this two guys !! what is this world coming to ??

hmmms.
i made it clear to guojie that i dun wanna have a relationship after all. just cant bear to lie to my parents nahx. cheekee and elvin has made my life adventurous enough. haha. dun think i wanna make the same mistake again. at least we still can be good frens. (: not like cheekee and elvin. sometimes i think they're dead ?!
oops-
just aint in contact at all nahx. xp was reading jacelyn's blog and i kinda agree with her. after the whole dang thing is over and you've moved on. you'll wonder why the break up affected you in the first place. haha. oh well. life goes on. (:

[ gloomy sunday ]