oh my . . .

[ i don't wanna miss a thing - aerosmith ]

ahhhhh-
friday was freaky ?!?!
okie. firstly. . .
jeremiah came up to me and told me he has two tickets for sonic fest and ask if iwas free. oh my goodness. * scandalous * haha. eh. exchanged numbers and said i'll comfirm soon. * scandalous * it was kinda shocking nah. but the thing is. . . i didnt go !! oh well. . .

tennis yesterday was not as good. x(
sighhh-
i have no ball sense !! keep missing the balls nahx !! @#$%^&!%*@ * growl * kinda pissed whenever i miss. oh well. got trashed by the seniors again. haha. su xian and sim yee came back !! (: so nice to have such fun and cute and zany seniors. (:

yupx-
after that. me and * him * went to church. haha. cant say who he is or we just might get into deep deep trouble. service was great !!

i love rev. mike connell !!

he is like the best !! everyone should go for the service and feel the presence of God !! it was like. . .
wow-

yeah-
i came home all tired and smelly. bathe ate den slept !! all the way till noon. haha. piggish huh. :p i was just so dang tired. xp well. watched shaman king vcd and was about to study when kelly called.
ooh-
she said the teachers abit pissed that ppl nv come for the morning thingy. oops- so we rushed down. haha. reached je and blah. . . i only have one impression bout the whole time there. . . it's muddy !! so freaking muddy nahx. x( * i hate mud !! * argh- it was like hell for me. den we learnt new dance steps too. oh my. so hard to catch up coz i missed the front part of the day. lol. :p think i danced like a stick. haha. but who cares.

dinner was sucky.
some stupid packed rice. hardly ate anything for the whole day nahx. den went to toliet with kelly. coz her bag was so so muddy !! den we cleaned it till we were satisfied. haha. (: went home together and we talked alot. :D so nice talking to her. heart to heart girl talk.

yupx-
finally. i can gurantee i dun like elvin anymore. it was yesterday's service that made me move on. (: awww- i just love God so so much. for two years and one month my heart was only filled with him. that was like from june of 2003. haha. that is like so long ago. sighh- sometimes the memories are so sweet that i still dun believe it's over. i really thought he was THE ONE. now my standard is like so so so so so so much higher. haha. think it's like a protective barrier. so that i wun get hurt again ?!

well.
the next time i get into a relationship i'm gonna tell my parents. (: i think i can to the conclusion that if i aint gonna marry that guy den there is no point in getting into a relationship. lol. the days after a break up is just too much for me to handle. one more time and i might be able to get on with life. already now i'm like so screwed. if it wasnt for God my family and best fren i'd be in depression or something.

still. . .
the memories are for me to keep forever. (:

[ playground love - air ]