sick

[ music ][ dare you to move - switchfoot ]

[ feeling ][ horrible ]

my tummy ache is not gettng any better. x/

sheesh-

my mom asked me to eat some honeydew and i did. but guess what. i nearly puked it out instead. now i am moving about with a pail. just in case see. sign- this is really sucky. cant even do my hw. i havent started on anything yet. gotta hand in the gp assignment. tca2. plus econs we did wrongly. so getta redo it. chinese that i owe laoshi sor so long. math jae assignments 1 - 5. plus gp common test is coming up. not forgetting the cip project. and pw !!

argh-

stress is an understatement.

sign-

i missed service. x/ that kinda pissed me off. every week i look forward to going to church. at least i watched it online. but the server was so lousy. cant see clearly and the sound keeps breaking down. oh well. i'm still going for tml morning's svc. den cg. (: hope i get better by tml. gonna make sure that i sleep early tonite.

hmmm.

was looking at photos. and i realised how much i miss the sm2 scholars and miss chow. haha. although i hardly spoke to the sm2 scholars. i still miss them. they are so. cute ?! yong ning is my favourite guy. haha. i can laugh just by looking at him. (: nice to bully nah. that time in the chem lab there was a long queue for the mass balance. while waiting i took him chair. den i cut his queue. haha. so cute rite. he didnt mind at all. (: den gancheng. he is one china loyalist. they dun understand chem in english. so after chem test he was askin me was is "oxide". (o.O) haha. so adorable. panda is always mia. hidding in the library reading some chee-na looking book. eww-

miss chow.

i miss her to bits. dunno how i can carry on studyiong chem without her. i mean. she was my source of hope. now the new teacher is so unlike her. * sobx * i need her man. hope i get mr chua or something.

please lord. i need you so much.

argh-

my headache is back. think i looked at the com for too long. i need a miracle !! i need healing !! i am missing everyone so much. x(

[ walk on ]