phoney

[ music ][ fake frowns - death cab for cutie ]

[ mood ][ sad ]

sign.

dunno wad is happening in my world. so many things changing. now i love to be grounded in my work. so i dun have to think so much. life. sucks. for now at least.

didnt see 101112 today.

also dunno wad is going on. one day he is super friendly den the next he is so cold. oh well. i cant be bother. today was jun han's birthday. i see him and yin sing. and i get jealous. yea. dumb. but i still miss him. had a chem test too. and i am so gonna flunk it. didnt have time to complete it. today just aint my day. den munwei also got food poisoning. she puked. me and melody are gonna complain the the principal tml. wanted to watch the rugby match. but it was held at RI. so. sent mun wei off and i went home.

the bus ride was better.

was talking to peiling bout weijia. haha. bout this girl whom he teased and stuff. argh. i miss weijia. that dumb bloke. i really miss his crap. i miss 4e2. i miss edward. i miss the nice ppl and teachers. the fun and laughter. everything just seems so bleak these few days. when can my pillow be dry. things just aint working out.

hmmm.

how i wish i could bury myself under my workload. hide away from the world. i'm just so much happier when i'm in school. now my hp is kinda useless to me. i miss all the smsing. this is what you get for putting too much feelings into a dang relationship. now i am all bitter and bad. no guy seems to be able to compare to him. melody is getting me to forget him and like jeremiah instead. but. things dun work that way.

i miss church.

time for me to stretch beyong my ability. ((:

[ and when i see you. i see you upside down ]