i ran !!

[ music ][ i feel like i'm falling - hillsongs ]

[ feeling ][ happie ]

hmmm.

when was the last time i was glad ?? haha. cant really remember. ((: i just chat with huiz on the phone see. i really miss her. got so many stuff to tell her. yeah ~ i'm gonna see her tml. yepz. my bestest best fren. haha. i love her so so much.

well.

today i feel so much better. i gotta let go !! yea. of him of coz. really pointless to know the facts and not do anything bout it. so i must learn to let go ~ * tough *

now the show a beautiful mind is on.

and i wanna watch it. haha. but i've got hw. and tml i'm going out. so. hmmms. i shall be a baddie and watch tv. ((: grin-

oh yah.

today after cg. yuexin was saying that we must learn to dress nicer. meaning guys should wear more hip and gal should learn stuff like make-up. huh- so not me nah. xp oh well. she is my leader and we must listen. so next week everyone should look great !! haha. i'm hoping there is tennis so i can give the excuse that i came down to church from school. muahaha- yes. i am evil. :p still. i gotta expand my closest before i can think bout other stuff.

but for now.

it's me and my volcom bag !! ((: yippee !! i hope i can find the place to extend the strap. and that it has my strap colour. den i can go buy it !! * whee * i'd be the happiest girl alive. huiz and i wanna buy a wallet each. hmmm. as broke as we may be. we'll still have the the strong will to shop. haha. xp we are willing to sacrifice food. heex.

ooh. nearly forgot.

last ntie. this guy msg me askin me to intro miao to him. den this morning he said he actually wanted to jio me. STOP !! ladies. let's kick this guy's butt man !! i rejected him straight. duh- den he said he still wanna know miao hui'z name and wana be her fren. * eww * totally gross huh. where do such ppl appear from. what is wrong with them ?! and that bloke refuse to tell me who he got my number from. he asked chengjoo but she refused to give him. that's my girl !! all i know is that he is jackie and he got it from some other girl who wasnt in swiss. * argh * this is pissing me off.

sign.

things aint the same. i use to complain bout such stuff to him. or tell him whatever that is going on. but he is just so cold. he seems depressed and he is back to the mysterious him. it hurts like mad. but what to do. i guess he doesnt read my blog coz he aint got the time to. x/ so be it.

guess what !!

i went to run at the park just now. muahaha- i feel accomplished. but the rash on my leg is so bad that i wanna cry. it is so ugly nah. my mum was screaming when she saw it. i hate my leg !! (for now). haha. oh. while i was running. i encountered some stuff. haha. firstly. i nearly fell. coz the tarred road was uneven and cracked. next. a bat flew over me. i screamed. haha. dumb but scary kae. it's wings stretched out and flap. argh- it's larger den my face. now is that scary ?! lastly. i saw dogs. 4 of them. stray. huge. brown. den when i was running pass. one followed me. xp so i walked a little. den ran for my life. haha. lesson learned. nv ran in the park after 7pm. it's so freaking dark !!

[ and everybody knows it. so i'm proposing a swift orderly change ]